Sunday, October 30, 2011

October 30,2010

Hi my sweet baby boy. It's been a year since I've last touch you or kissed your sweet fuzzy cheeks. Sometimes it doesnt even seem likes its been that long others it seems like years. I miss you Jack, I think about you everyday and everynight before I fall asleep, I pray to you can you hear me? I bet your having so much fun just running and running as far as you can go and as fast as you can, are you passing out in the shade on your side with your legs sticking out? Are you nipping at horses feet and chasing them? Is there a couch and a window for you to sit on and look out of? I bet your staying far away from the rainstorms. Out of habbit do you still shake your head even though your ears dont hurt no more? I cant wait to see you again. Its lonely when i'm home by myself, I miss your eyes Jack and your cute soft fuzzy nose I loved to kiss everyday. I miss tripping over you even though it got annoying at times. I miss you keeping my feet warm at night. I found all of your halloween costumes, you were so cute when youlet me dress you up even though you really didnt like it lol. Are the angels holding you and giving you lots of love for me? How are ceders puppies? Are they buggin you crazy like when Pearl was a puppy? Watch over them for Trina. Are you still smelling and marking every single bush or tree you come by? I can smell you sometimes, I know youve come to see me but I'd like it if you stayed a lil longer. I'm sorry I wasnt there for you Jack, I wish you had a familier face with you but lest you werent alone. I know your not hurting no more and is having so much fun. I see that kids come by your graveside I hope your haunting them and having fun LOL. I love you so much!!! Heres 2 poems I thought was perfect for us.

The Legend of Rainbow Bridge- William N. Britton

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When a pet dies who has been especially close to a person here on earth, that pet goes to the Rainbow Bridge.

There are beautiful meadows and grassy hills there for all our special friends so they can run and play together.

There is always plenty of their favorite food to eat, plenty of fresh spring water for them to drink, and every day is filled with sunshine so our little friends are warm and comfortable.
All the pets that had been ill or old are now restored to health and youth.

Those that had been hurt or maimed are now whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams and days gone by.
The pets we loved are happy and content except for one small thing.

Each one misses someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one of them suddenly stops and looks off into the distant hills.

It is as if they heard a whistle or were given a signal of some kind.

Their eyes are bright and intent.

Their body begins to quiver.

All at once they break away from the group, flying like a deer over the grass, their little legs carrying them faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you hug and cling to them in joyous reunion, never to be parted again.

Happy kisses rain upon your face.

Your hands once again caress the beloved head.

You look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet so long gone from your life, but never gone from your heart.
Then with your beloved pet by your side, you will cross

The Rainbow Bridge together.

Your Sacred Circle is now complete again.

I'm Still Here

Your heart has been heavy since that day-

The day you thought I went away.

I havent left you I never would-

You just cant see me, though I wish that you could.

It might ease the pain that you feel in your heart-

The pain that you've felt since youve believed us to part.

Try and think of it this way, it might help you see-

That I am right here with yo and always will be.

Remeber the times we were out in the yard,

You could not always see me yet I hadnt gone far.

That's how it is now when you look for my face-

I'm still right beside you still filing my place.

I find it to be so very sad,

That seeing and believing seem to go hand in hand,

The love and the loyalty the warmth that I gave,

You felt them, did not see them, but you believed just the same.

I walk with you now like I walked with you then-

My pain is now gone and I lead once again.

My eyes always following you wherever you roam-

Making sure youre okay and youre never alone.

Our time was too short yet for me it goes on-

I wont ever leave you, I'll never be gone.

I live in your heart as you live in mine-

An enduring love that continues to shine.

The day will come and together we'll be,

And you'll say take me home boy, and once again I will lead.

Until that day comes dont think that I've gone-

I'm here right beside you, and my love it lives on.

Be a good boy Jack. Love Mommy


Katrina Witt said...

bawling bawling bawling bawling!!!
thanks for thinking our our pups. :) that made me smile... i loved the poems. it helps.
i miss you jack....lots
love aunt trina

tHEsIXpACK said...

I love you Natasha! I love you Jack!